MODEL Lottie Moss says following in the footsteps of her big sister Kate has led her into a world of drugs and alcohol.
Hours before her elder sibling turned 50 yesterday, four-days sober Lottie posted a tearful video online in which she admitted she has been left miserable by the pressures of the modelling life.
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She said: “I should be grateful, but I am not happy in myself.”
Supermodel Kate famously quit booze in 2018. Lottie, 26, has since followed suit after struggling with drug and alcohol issues.
In the emotional new video, she revealed she was four days sober. She was previously admitted to rehab in 2022.
Lottie told fans online: “I have struggled so much since I was young, with depression, anxiety and problems with addiction and becoming a model.
“Being in that industry made it very difficult for me not to feel that way and just succumb to drugs and alcohol whenever I felt sad.
“I’ve been in a habit of doing that for the rest of my life up until now. And I’ve just got to a point where now I don’t even know who I am and it’s just like navigating your 20s — f*** sucks.
“I think sometimes you become this person who you don’t like, know or even recognise.
“I think I’ve gone to that place today — where I just don’t know who I am.”
In the 90s, Kate — who was scouted to become a model when she was just 14-years-old — was part of the hard-partying Primrose Hill Set in London.
Singer Boy George and DJ Fat Tony were also close pals. They were known for their excessive use of drink and drugs, but all three say they are now clean and sober.
Despite her lavish life, Lottie, who has also appeared in posh Channel 4 reality series Made in Chelsea, says she feels alone and no longer happy in herself.
The blonde, who is said to rake in tens of thousands of pounds a month selling racy images online, said: “Since I got my face tattoo and started OnlyFans, I was like, ‘Is this even what I want to be doing?’
“I think I rebelled so hard away from an industry that made me sad at the time — and I just rebelled so hard away from being that person because I was so miserable being that person.
“But then I don’t even like myself now, so I’m like ‘Who the f am I? I feel like I isolated myself from so many people that do and did care and now I feel so alone.
“I feel like I should be grateful as I have so many good things in my life, but I just don’t feel happy in myself.”
Moss in Mustique
By Ellie Henman
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KATE Moss gets in the spirit for her 50th.
The supermodel is seen wearing a floral crown on the beach in Mustique with pals Rosemary Ferguson and Sadie Frost, who shared the new snaps.
Kate then flew to Paris to celebrate at the Ritz yesterday with boyfriend Nikolai von Bismarck and her daughter Lila.
