HOLLY Hagan has revealed her struggles with “baby blues” as she adjusts to being a new mum in a very honest social media post.
The delighted Geordie Shore star announced she had welcomed a baby boy into the world in a statement on her Instagram Story recently.
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11 days in, Holly gave fans an update on motherhood as she admitted she’s been struggling with “baby blues”.
Holly posted a sweet video of herself taking her newborn son from his cot and cradling him in her arms.
The star showed how she had to check he was breathing every second.
She admitted that she had “broke down” as she went to bed with her baby for the first time, because she was so “overwhelmed”.
The reality TV star captioned the post: “1 day old his little newborn scrunch! This was the morning following our first night at home, both of us in nappies, running on two days’ sleep since I had to check on him every second.”
“I broke down as we went to bed for the first time with him as I was just so overwhelmed. A million “what if’s” running through my head. A mix of anxiety and the baby blues which hit me hard for the first few nights.
“I felt homesick that’s the only way I can describe it! Those feelings soon passed and 11 days in now I’m feeling so much less anxiety! Still having the odd breakdown every now and then with the lack of sleep but I honestly wouldn’t change it, I love being a mum so much.”
Holly continued: “I never understood when people said it’s the hardest but best job in the world, but I get it now.”
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The star first revealed she was expecting a baby with National League footballer Jacob in January.
She shared a video with OK! magazine where she presented Jacob with a shoe box.
Inside was a positive pregnancy test – with Holly then seen jumping into his arms with joy.
She addresses Jacob in the video and says: “Your patience, strength and resilience inspire me every single day and I couldn’t think of a strong role model for our future children.”
The montage also includes footage of the pair exchanging their marriage vows.
The pair wed in Ibiza in June last year.
The Sun recently revealed Holly will give birth on Geordie Shore months after co-star Charlotte Crosby shared footage of her labour on her own show.
Holly decided to allow MTV cameras to film her son’s birth and it will be aired in the next series of Geordie Shore – which is currently filming and looks set to be the show’s last ever.
An insider told The Sun: “Holly was torn at first about whether to share her labour with viewers, but she feels like her loyal fans have followed so much of her life that she wanted cameras to capture this too.
“She feels like it will be a beautiful souvenir of the most important day of her life.”
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