MEGAN Fox has revealed a heartbreaking confession in her new work of poetry.
The supermodel’s book, titled Pretty Boys Are Poisonous, was released on Tuesday.
Megan’s poetry book, Pretty Boys Are Poisonous, was released on Tuesday[/caption]
Within two poems, Megan, 37, wrote about a miscarriage.
In detail, she painted a picture for readers about getting an ultrasound of a baby girl at about 10 weeks.
The Hollywood actress wrote: “Maybe if I hadn’t… maybe if I had…”
In another piece, she continues the emotional story: I want to hold your hand / hear your laugh.”
Later on, Megan said: “but now / I have to say / goodbye.”
She also wrote about holding the baby girl “as they rip you from my insides.”
“I will pay any price,” she said, “Tell me please / what is the ransom / for her soul?”
Last year, Megan’s fiance, pop-punk singer Machine Gun Kelly, dedicated his performance at the Billboard Music Awards to Megan and their “unborn child.”
Megan shares three sons Noah, Bodhi, and Journey with her ex-husband, Brian Austin Green.
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HER POEMS
On Monday, The U.S. Sun exclusively revealed more information about her stories – which isn’t for the fainthearted.
On the front cover, a picture of a snake slithering through a pair of lips with a piercing on it was illustrated by Japanese illustrator Audrey Kawasaki.
In it, she discusses a wide range of topics including sex, abuse, rape, and murder in more than 70 poems.
In the prologue, the brunette beauty said that has always believed that she is a “sacrificial lamb” for whichever “beautiful, broken, self-absorbed idiot” is hunting her down.
Megan’s reference to her heart being broken by a “self-absorbed idiot” will prompt speculation on who she is referring to.
Describing herself as a “hopelessly romantic open wound of a human,” she adds: “But then one day it happened. One of said idiots finally broke me.”
Megan explains it was then that the poems featuring feelings of “isolation, torment, self-harm, desperation, longing, restlessness, rage, and general anguish” poured out of her.
It includes poems titled “rape,” “funerals are for lovers,” “why i wish i was gay,” and “to marry an arsonist.”
In one poem titled “it’s giving patrick bateman” – a reference to the serial killer protagonist of American Psycho – Megan writes: “Your love leaves bloodstains on my bedsheets.”
In yet another poem, she imagines a werewolf’s attempts to apologize for devouring her, blaming it on “family curses and sexual abuse.”
At a 2022 awards show, Machine Gun Kelly dedicated his performance to Megan and their ‘unborn child’[/caption]
