VANESSA Feltz says she “can’t sleep” in the aftermath of her split from fiance Ben Ofoedu.
The TalkTV host is reeling from the shock discovery he was cheating on her.
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Lately, Vanessa has put on a brave face as she spends time with family and continues on with work.
Last night she was filmed by a pal who told her: “You’re looking great, Vanessa, but how do you really feel.”
“No one said it was going to be easy”, replied Vanessa after a massive sigh.
“And I must say it isn’t easy, especially in the middle of the night when I can’t sleep and all of that.
“But I’m keeping on keeping on. I’ve got my lovely family around me and I’m really loving that.
“Every day I hope it’s going to get a little bit easier.”
It comes as Ben was seen with OnlyFans star Elle Brooke at a pub in Essex on Sunday night.
The pair were all smiles as they chatted together at The Merchant in Brentwood, before sharing a “tender hug” and heading inside together.
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Insiders said Ben – who was with Vanessa for 17 years – had headed to the boozer alone before getting into an exchange with Elle.
It comes after we told how Vanessa, 60, ended her 16-year engagement with musician Ben Ofoedu, 50, after his lover contacted her daughter on Christmas Day.
Vanessa was left heartbroken to discover singer Ben’s “double life” after coming across a string of emails.
He has since issued a grovelling apology – and begged Vanessa to take him back.
“I just want it out there, me apologising to her for the pain I’ve caused,” Ben said.
“Of course I want to be with her, if she wants me back.”
Vanessa said she was “terribly humiliated” and devastated to learn about Ben’s behaviour, which was uncovered due to vile comments left online.
“I think I’ve got some soul searching to do, of course I hope there’s some reconciliation,” he said to The Mirror.
“I just want to speak to her. I want to sit her down and tell her I’m sorry in person.
“She’s my best friend. We were together for almost 17 years and that’s a lot of time to be with someone.”
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